Lyrics

i... and YOU

See how… I finally begin to feel now
I finally begin to breathe now…
I finally begin to clear clouds

Here now… I finally begin feel now
I finally begin to see how…
I finally begin to reach out….

My greatest find, my haven view
My greatest find, a standing truth
To know that I am I, and You are You

See how… I finally begin to feel now
I finally begin to clear clouds

Here now… I finally begin feel now
I finally begin to reach out….

You are my greatest find
You are my haven view
You are my greatest find
You are my standing truth

You are that you are that You are
yeah You are that you are that You are
could it be so obvious?

It seems to be too obvious to be something so overdue
You are my greatest find, You are my haven view
You are my greatest find, You are my standing truth

Isn't it Beautiful

Isnt it beautiful to be so broken down

Welcoming all around all the crashing sounds

Isn't it beautiful to finally come to terms?
When we suddenly realize there's things we've yet to learn

Isn't it beautiful to finally lose control?
But isn't it possible it was never ours to hold?

You take you take you take take more than you can afford,
And you can't take anymore

Cause you break you break you break break its time to lose control

This paradigm is my design
I decide which eyes I'll use to see

The moment's mine to redefine and leave behind the way I used to see

Isn't it beautiful to have your moment now?
Leaving it all behind, leaving yourself behind
Isn't it beautiful to finally lose control?
Yet it was never mine, no it was never mine

I take I take I take take more than I can afford and I can't take anymore

When I break I break I break break, its time to lose control
Come on and lose control

Vigil

Here we are again my friend, the late night streak; the trend
Here we go, sorting through all the pictures of a past and present,

admiring the motion, yeah
Here we go, rummage through comparisons of lives in active state
Here you go, waiting for your invitation, convocation, or just to be noticed

Holding vigil for love declared
That wont emerge with our bloodshot eyes and deepened stares
Holding vigil for signs of care
But all it is, is a lost affair, there's nothing there

Could it be we're all the same?
Struggling to effortlessly just keep the pace
Have we settled for a trace?
Have we settled for a shadow where love longs to hold its place?
And you hear the Monday morning tales of the Sunday evening sky we kissed
We were witnesses to beautiful arrangements
oh, the colors of the Son-set view you missed

Holding vigil for love declared
That wont emerge with our bloodshot eyes and deepened stares
Holding vigil for signs of care
But all it is, is a lost affair, there's nothing there

Holding vigil for love, Holding vigil for love

Oh insomniatic eyes don't have the clarity of sight to dream
To know what's real, to know there's so much more to feel

our bloodshot eyes a thousand times intensified
a million times desensitized
our bloodshot eyes, our bloodshot eyes a thousand times intensified

Chasing Love (feat. Josephine Grace)

I chased love down to its roots
past the bushes and décor
past the interweaving chaos stretching out for more
Yeah I chased love down to its core
past the morning dew that evening tears had sown
past the seasonally dependent growth

I chased love back to its home
and it went deeper than earth's mighty choking hold
reaching further out than branches that gravity with time folds
lasted longer than the crumbled leaf that didn't live through solemn winters cold
Set a course to find it all
took a moment to revert back to a crawl
pushed my ear to the ground and I heard you call
I chased love and heard a song
undid inhibition's coat and sang along… yeah I sang along… I sang along…

Here's the moment we're defined, when melodies collide, we finally hear your song and start singing
We start singing, you hear us singing out

I chased love back to the source
took the not too often navigated narrow course
bid my last farewell to the congregation of ghosts
I chased love back to the fall
to our meeting with the horizontal concrete wall
pushed my ear to the ground till I heard you call
I chased love and heard a song
heard your footsteps keep the rhythm as I danced along..
you smiled and clapped along… so I sang along… yeah I sang along

La Batalla

El caos de mañana es la decision de hoy
Y el fantasma de anoche anticipa donde estoy
La imagen del pasado muestra claro donde voy
pero el momento en cual vivo es lo que muestra lo que soy

Llegue a pelear

La victima en mi busca justificar
Esta es la maquina que activo cuando no quiero pensar
Engañado libremente por la vista natural
Siento que la bandera blanca es lo mejor que puedo dar
Niego la opcion de morir joven y sin voz

Llegue a gritar

La batalla es demasiada para no sentir dolor
Es suficiente para hacer visible lo peor
La soledad de noche a menudo es mi terror
Pero dejarme guiar por la emocion fue mi primer erro

Niego solo estar
vivir y no actuar
mirar por la ventana y nunca jamas entrar
vivir y no cantar
Dejar de caminar
Simplemente porque es duro ver con tanta oscuridad
Niego la opcion de morir joven sin accion

Llegue a luchar… por un momento vivo estar… por un momento respirar…

No me olvido de la espada que desafio comodidad
letras rojas incomodan pero no paran de hablar
revelaciones tienen intencion de penetrar
Un corazon que escoge otro dia palpitar

Llegue a amar… solo eso y nada mas

Better day

Not until you've lost sight do you really feel
Not until you're outside can it be revealed
Not until the sun dies was it ever real

Not until the heart cries do you lose your shield
Not until the stop signs do you learn to yield
Chance the see the beauty of moments you can steal

Another chance to prove myself to you
another storm to say i've weathered through
Another look up, kiss the sky, say goodnight
its a better day today

Wasn't till the goodbye that I sensed your worth
Wasn't till the failed tries that I felt the earth
Noticed how the pain stopped witnessing the birth

Wasn't till the heart-cry that I lost my shield
Wasn't till the stop signs that I learned to yield
Chance the see the beauty of moments you can steal

we have never known...
we have never grown...
we have never found ourselves like this before
we have never flown...
we have never shone...
we have never found ourselves like this before

Another look up, kiss the sky, say goodnight, it's a better day today
So come on look up, so come on look up

Hostile Nostalgia

Too late and can't go back, No more time to let the past attack
Too soon to see it go, Think back and it was quite a show
But move on and don't look back
Hostile Nostalgia won't pick up the slack, No, No

Old country memories memorably fading
Desperately craving a place in between
Reluctantly trading for passionate phrasing
Exit the salt pillar jaded, the unfed machine

Old country faces, The dust and the traces
Unfinished races, the place in between
And it was all for a cheap kiss, a moment of weakness
Suffer the pretense, the sequence repeats

Hostile Nostalgia wont pick up the slack, No No

Inside of me

Citizen of heaven in a foreign land, Son of God yet slave of man
Fit for kingly robes so at home with streets of gold
Citizen now falling from design, comprehending truth but still I...
Fall from buildings that I never thought I'd ever climb

But I know when you're inside of me
Your invasion's persuasion that steadily
Connects me to what you see
New sight replaces surroundings
I know when you're inside of me
Complications are fading when suddenly
I'm connected to what you see
Come come come, come on invade me

Citizen of heaven fails to understand the beauty of a name's demands
Called for something more than what we've bargained for
Citizen to compromise and pride, fabrications you wont soon deny
Now you've got no place to land, and no ground to make a faithful stand (Tell me what's your plan?)

When will we wake and finally be?

Lady Wisdom
(written by Paul Meany and Adam LaClave for Earthsuit)

Listen, Lady Wisdom heeds
calling out to simple minds
as they look within themselves
they all look within themselves

they make gods of earthly things
satisfy themselves with other things
all men like sheep have gone astray
drifting far as she cries for them to stay

they turn away, they turn away
the good advice they ricochet
they turn away, they turn away
life was on the table but they turned away

The foolish look past Lady Wisdom
blinded only by their eyes
they build houses of sand
oh they built a house of sand

they make gods of earthly things
satisfy themselves with other things
all men like sheep have gone astray
drifting far as she cries for them to stay

they turn away, they turn away
the good advice they ricochet
they turn away, they turn away
life was on the table but they turned away

Drifting far, where have they gone?
Drifting far, where have they gone?
They drifted far, where have gone?
Drifting far as she cries for them to stay

Folly's found her way into the hearts of many men
and the company she keeps now lies alone down in the sand

+Definition

You Define Me

Moments

Believe, endure, still insecure
Hold on, let go, unbalanced cure
Refused, confused, results unsure
Exhausted hope, trust what is pure

These moments with you
These moments with you
The only thing that keeps me going
Only thing that keeps me hoping, believing in love

Hope against hope against hope against all that I see
Hope against hope against what I'm told isn't meant to be
I would rather hear your voice and test impossibilities
I would rather hear your voice than hear the growing masses of doubt
I would rather hear your voice than hear my voice incessantly growing in doubt